Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Yee-Haw Life is Good!

Well, my marriage is now officially over. I found out last week, but I wasn't ready to write about it. I was such a mess of emotions. I'm relieved that the divorce is now part of my past and not my present, but at the same time I was so sad to hear those final words that the judge had signed the papers and that they were filed. I started crying because I didn't know how to react. I mean what to do you do when you feel relief, despair, anxiety, closure, and a myriad of other emotions? My emotions were utterly confused to say the least :) I cried and cried some more and then did the best thing I could do for myself. I went to sleep! I always feel better once I sleep. So, now, I am totally myself again, and it feels wonderful! I have had such fun making new friends and goofing off, because I can! The world really is such a wonderful place to be. It has helped too that I moved out of my parents house last week and have been thrust into a social network. Then there is the fact that I've started a clientele in Taylorsville and working things out with that is keeping me busy. So here is my affirmation: This road laid out before me is beautiful and I enjoy it, whatever may come my way :D Not spectacularly worded, but for me it works. Thank you, all of you, for supporting me through this!

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