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I'm done! I'm done! No more sessions for me! It feels wonderful to know that I've done everything I can to move on from my divorce and that I have moved on. There are still little thoughts or moments that pop up every now and then, but I can deal with them and deal with them well. Next topic- After more thought I have decided not to become a midwife. It's not because I don't want to. It's because I physically can't. I don't know what my deal is, but if I don't sleep I fall apart... mentally and physically. I thought I could pull through and be fine with less sleep, but here I go and try it and I'm a mess for days. I'm still a major advocate for natural birth, but I can't deliver the babies myself. I had to think through my priorities and if I want a family and to be the mother and wife I want to be I just can't do it. I would neglect one of those rolls to fit in the midwifery and it's not fair to whomever my future family is. Now, for more things I love: 31. Long walks with someone you care about 32. Going to the temple 33. Playing volleyball 34. New socks 35. When it's cold enough to sleep with lots of blankets 36. Answered prayers 37. A clean kitchen 38. Clean, fresh smells 39. A good nights sleep 40. Being at peace